"UNTITLED"

10:26a.m

Wednesday

Have/has anyone else ever woke up and not give a damn about nothing or no one else, but the soul that's planted deep down inside of you ...........

And then while wiping the cole' out your eyes, you steadily thinking "how the hell am I waking up like this, when I hear from the other side all the self respect & happiness that's still existing....

It's like thinking why wouldn't it exists, and I'm still here, and I still gotta arise with the sun every morning as well (lol) [Sarcastically speaking]

And that's why folks.

Yeah. 

Life can be very tramatising at times if your thought/thinking pattern is not aligned. 

It just feels like I'm fighting myself everyday. (Or should I say every morning).

For not accomplishing something a little faster than I thought I should. (keep telling back at myself asking WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH)!!!!?

Okay so, I decided to invest in 43% of a bachelors degree...

When I say "Invest" I mean by looking at life's obstacles and knowing you wasn't going to fully complete a bachelors degree program. And especially one that's "online"

(L M A O @ MYSELF)!

SOOO then you continue to ask yourself let's see if we can connect this lil 43% with something and continue to want more for myself.

At the same time while acknowledging all these things, your mind keeps continuing to want more.

But why?!

And you didn't even complete the first obstacle.

( S M H ) (still laughing to myself)....

(" Girrrlll and you still laughing")

11:54 am. Friday February 12th, 2021

Slept a little better through the night last night. Clearer breathing patterns waking up (lol);

Dont judge me.

Everyday I find myself becoming more of a beautiful woman,and person. Still slow pace thinking about the things that interest me. And what career / job opportunity that I will, am trying to pursue.

I can't wait until I take my trip to California I'ma couple weeks. See a new scenery, enjoy a new atmosphere. 4 hr plane ride.....

(awwwhh that ain't nothing rookie.) Lol. Resting in air is what I call it.

( H A H A) :->

I like the change in the weather. Warmer conditions.

Missing my BABY DADDY ...

Not my real baby father... 

My Lover , My Friend, My Partner nem' (💚)

I LOV3 YOU BAE.... forreal.

Now you know what I'm trying to figure out, how to set up business for yourself. Office meetings and stuff.

Orrr was that just lifetime movie network investing such imagining imagination ideas. ( hmmm...

I've honestly came to the conclusion that I wouldn't mind working for someone, or a big company. Before I really try to own my own business. Stepping into the business world can be very challenging by just looking out into the economy in a business Manor.

1:13pm Saturday   February13th,2021

...... (24 hr + pause

Ooh okay, so for some odd reason. I can't seem to continue to just write. And especially just write about myself. That's why I'm constantly thinking about things to say and write about. For sure I know that the word "Blogging", and "bloggers" are very interesting.... These words itself has so much excitement to it.