*3:05am.*
* * February 15th 2021
I just scared myself .........
(Deep Breath)
Honestly, what I just thought about as a copping exercise.... To just write down words that you think of. Words that came to mind.............
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Shelter. Handsome. Laughter. Jealous. Love. Son. Finance. Joy. Cousin. Sister. Mother. Endurance. Heinderance. Nature. Trees. Father. Daughter. Wow. Thoughtful. Tourism. Racism. Justice. Patience. Clean. Funny. Speaker. School. Books. Breathing. Hand. Necklace. Bracelet. Watch. Foot. Nation.
2:07 a.m. 19 February 2021
Friday
Hey good people... It's been a while, or should I say a couple days. But I just been chilling. Observing life. In so many ways though...
And keep asking myself at the same time, "girl why you keep trying to look so deep". (S M H) (Just really have been stuck in a daze.
And I don't like it. I just don't know why I'm so upset with myself. And really can't grab on to the reason why. (*Deep Sigh*)
I like speaking in third person as well. Makes me feel better knowing I can keep talking to myself. Just pray for me. #BLACKLIVESMATTER 🖤
I like to watch all the videos I have recorded so far.... Very interesting to the natural eye.......
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February 21st, 2021 5:25A.M
"You real what you sow"...
"Everybody wanna be on top, but shit they scared of the height"...
"Lessons learned the hard way"....
"Birds of a feather..... Flock together".
Under the same tree and all I guess. (sarcastically thinking..; !
It's amazing to look out into the world now, and thinking of the past years of growth. It is sure said that you get respect where given...
It's also very nice to know that your your own person. And in so many different ways, so man different people can, and will respect you. (As the self person that you believe you are.)
A little simple note to self.... Everyday is another chance, and another opportunity to conquer and achieve what ever it is you put your mind too.
Domestic areas are in serious inquiries of looking at to being a new start. A new level of life.
Beautiful, relaxing deep breath of a new beginning..... All WOMAN up.
Honestly, the fact that different words fly through my mind everyday, that can define the upcoming behavior that I feel.....
Well you out it together.
For some reason I feel I'm becoming more of a boujeé (Woman it person?!) Lol That's the thing, I don't know .... You tell me.
21 February 2021 4:26p.m
In the back of the company truck. Nice truck, nice room space.
A quick ride to South Carolina. Picking up my mother's car. Thankful for the ride. Nice to enjoy during this mental setting of my life.
Alot of space for some new ☮️ peaceful thoughts. Looking out at the road and trees.
Still thinking of more ideas, more things to invest in to more forward with my blogging. ¼(A)
Thinking upon my godson, and my son King. I just see happiness in being a mother, and raising children. Everyone growing together.
....... Graphic designe has/have been one of the most exciting things that comes to mind lately. I can't wait to disect a computer system a little more.
I can't wait to see what promoting ones Instagram page does. How much ... Well how many followers and attention can you really get...
I'm kind of proud of the fact right now that I have a couple of folks in my life I can call my friend. People to trust in, people to talk to, listen too. I am a person I see that can and will reward my friends for their hard work and appreciation.
Hey! I'm a hard person to deal with laides and gentlemen. But you'll love to learn me. (Learn to love me.)
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I can't wait to hear and see my son's new attitude, and home training. I know he is going to have so many new things to say to mommie... I think I may have to invest in a game system for him when he gets back. Just trying to figure out which one if so. They are very expensive. I just pray that my baby will listen, and obey my commands ...........
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(Clearing my mind of a few random thoughts that's consistently flowing) 💬
5:49P.M. 21 February 2021
Thinking of you sweetheart 🖤
Always, and continually on my mind.
Thank you for standing in my corner oh so quietly... Be with me every step in towards my way. I'll try to continue to always be there, and be the same help for you. .
5:55P.M
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